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​Amable

The wind is between bursts
Space around the stillness
Of the Longwood trees
And the red and brown leaves


I go in past my friend the guard
Who is drumming in his head
And smiling between the beats


Up the stairs to Neurology tutorial
To describe the wiring and firing of the cortex
And the limbic limbs that go straight to the heart


I think of Yeats and his gyres
The cortex and its gyres
And when tutorial ends I go to the cafeteria to see Maria


She smiles at me across her salad bar and the tears in
Her eyes are points of light when she hugs me to say hello
And how are you sweetie and you look so happy and bless you


Today I am practicing to be a doctor
I hug her quickly and ask what happened at the appointment


The appointment was beautiful she says
But the pronouncement was terrible

They can do no nothing no more


At night eating dinner in my kitchen
The wind is banging at the window

A student chases his frisbee across the quad
Above him the rain clouds are blowing away


In the puddles of rain
There are puddles of light and sky
And rivulets of leaves
Circling the shore


There is the possibility of drowning
But I look up at the waves of wind
And my body breathes


I remember the points of light in Maria’s eyes
And what she told me to do today
Pray


Dave Soskin
Written in Memory of Maria Guerrero
For an article about Maria's life click here.
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  • Clinical Care
    • Lab Monitoring >
      • Antipsychotics
      • Mood Stabilizers
    • Prescribing Guidelines >
      • Depakote Loading for Mania
      • Gabapentin for Alcohol Detoxification
      • Haloperidol for Delirium
      • Tapering Benzodiazepines
      • Vivitrol for Alcohol Use Disorder
    • Useful Clinical Links >
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      • Grand Rounds >
        • ASAM
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      • Independent lab testing of supplements and herbal medications
      • Women's mental health
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    • Proof-of-Concept Protocols >
      • Anti-Inflammatory Agents
      • ARA 290 (CNS Targeted Erythropoietin)
      • Low-Dose Naltrexone
      • The Incentive Salience Hypothesis: A Novel Treatment Strategy for Depression
    • Psychopharmacology >
      • All About Lithium
      • Talmudic Psychopharmacology
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      • How to Curate the Medical Literature
      • How to Use Smartphrases
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      • Inspirations
      • Limbic Listening
      • Music
      • Sleep